When everything feels like the movies, you plead just to know you're alive.

I feel like my life could be the script for a movie. It seems soooo dramatic, yet everything turns out how it's supposed to... very out of place for reality, but I'm so thankful for it!!!!

So pretty much, I'm feeling like I'm learning how to grow up more and more every day. I faced a situation today that I didn't want to deal with and I just wanted to pretend didn't exist, but I faced it and dealt with it and worked through it so well. I'm very proud of myself and I'm proud of my guy too, because it had to do with him, and he handled it just as well. We worked through it together and got over just another speed bump in our relationship that helped us to be closer to eachother and understand eachother more. It made today such a wonderful day, it helped me realize that I can handle more than I think I can, I just have to give myself and others a chance.

And to Brian: Thanks for calling me to check on me. It means so much to me that you care enough to do that. You rock and I love that you're pretty much my Japanese brother! You make me smile lots!!!!

Other than that, I don't really know what else to talk about. I'm so happy that Mike and I are good again and that we can be together because we learn how to listen to eachother and to not yell and get frustrated with eachother. Mike is the best guy that I know, how cool is that??? I get to be with the coolest, sweetest, most nice guy I know out of any of my guy friends. YES!!!!!!! I love it!!!!!! I'm the luckiest girl in school and I wish that every girl at school could know what it's like to be treated the way that Mike treats me!!!!!! WOOT!!!!

I love you... I love me... I love everything!!!!