Being sick is crap, especially when it just sneaks up on you.

Well hi there!
So, I do not like getting sick, and I REALLY don't like getting so sick that I end up losing my cookies, if ya know what I mean. And that is exactly what happened today. It was totally unexpected. I was getting ready to take a shower this morning, and I totally felt fine and dandy, but then all of the sudden, I got really nausiated and my stomach felt like I had just been on a roller coaster. Thank goodness I was already in the bathroom because the next thing I knew I was bent over the toilet. Oy vay! So, I just took a shower anyway and got ready for school, trying to see if I'd be okay, but I was really dizzy and shakey, and my stomach was really upset, so my parents and I decided it would be best for me to stay home. And again, I have missed another day of school. :( I hate that. But today was the last day I could miss without an excuse. And of course my teachers will give me crap because of it, especially Mr. Corbett, I just know it! But hey, I totally didn't even know I was sick, and I was planning on being at school. So, too bad for them!
Anyhoo! that has pretty much been my day. I just took it easy and tried to not upset my stomach too much. I still don't feel too great, but I will be good enough to go back to school tomorrow.

I hope you all enjoyed reading about my exciting life! Hahaha! Just kidding. Take care and try to stay healthy, it's good for you. Tcho!

T'was the night before Monday

Hello Blogger world! So, how was everyone's Thanksgiving? I hope it was great for everyone! Mine was yummy, I mean the food. I hardly ate anything on Thursday, but after, man those left-overs were calling my name every 5 minutes! I tried to resist eating too much, but I don't know how well I did. I feel like I've eaten a TON over the weekend... I sure hope I don't look it. But whatever, it was gooooood, that's all I care about! :)

Well, I guess I don't have a lot to say after all. Oh well, I don't have to write a huge thing everytime I blog. So, I think I am going to finish this up because I need to finish up the rest of my homework. I just needed a chance to vent about stuff. Like I've said before, if anyone needs to talk about anything that is bothering them, I'm always here to listen to what you have to say. If you don't need to talk about anything, just call me to say hi because it's nice to know that people care. I love just getting random calls from friends and family just because they want to say hi. Take care all! Be good! Bye bye!

Money money money money... MONEY!

Woot! What's up people? My babysitting rate sure is! I'm a soooo stoked about getting all these babysitting jobs. I babysat last Tuesday, then Saturday, tonight, then I'm going to babysit Friday morning, Friday night, and Saturday night! It's awesome!

I have been praying like crazy, asking Heavenly Father to help me out with getting some jobs, so that I wouldn't have to bother my parents about money during the Holiday season. And Heavenly Father has blessed me BIG TIME! Thank goodness! I feel so much relief that I don't have to burden my parents with asking for money. That way they will have enough to pay the bills they have to and still have enough for all the big Holiday stuff! Yay! My conscience is clear, and I don't have to feel guilty about anything. Well, actually, having to borrow the car to GO babysitting is kinda getting to me because I always have the car, and it's not mine, it's my mom's. I feel really bad about that. Darn, guilt is flooding inside of me... grrr. Oh man, I need my own flippin' car!

Which brings me to a new paragraph! My own car... ohhh, wouldn't that be grand! So, I almost had my own car, once upon a day-dream. I knew that it was too good to be true! Frikin' awesome, 1980-something American Motors Eagle. Cute little thing! I was told, pretty much promised that it would be fixed and I would have it by the time I was driving with my driver's license. All that we would have to pay was for the part(s) that needed to be replaced, and that was it. Otherwise, it was Free free free free free!!!!!!!!! But, that dream was shattered, and I highly doubt that I will ever have my car, EVER! So, in honor of the Holiday spirit, I'm asking our good old, holy jolly, Santa himself (sort of) to grant me my number one HUGE Christmas wish! I want my car, fixed, cleaned (meaning all of it's pests and tenants living in it are GONE!), running well with a heater, in my drive way or by the side walk, on Christmas morning! I know it won't happen, but a girl can dream can't she? Oh, believe me, I WILL DREAM!

Well, tis' the time to get my beauty sleep. Macy's Day Parade tomorrow, 9:00 in the morning! Then Turkey Bowl, if I can make it, and if I can, I'm going to plow over EVERYONE! WOOT! Then after that, I get to help Mama with making the Thanksgiving FEAST! Yeah yeah! So, Happy Thanksgiving to all, and God bless us, everyone! Hahaha, I LOVE that movie/story. Good night! Peace out!

Having to finally let go... it's not going to be easy!

Hey everyone. So, today has been a very emotional and challenging day to get through for me and many of my friends. Two of my good friends from school, Russel and Dustin Youngberg (I hope that's how you spell it), just finished their last day of school with us here in Eagle. They are moving to Alaska because their family has businesses up there and stuff. So, it has been really hard to say good-bye to them and face fact that they won't be there tomorrow when I go to school.

I had two classes with both Dustin and Stover (Russel). I had Chemistry with Dustin second period, then third period I had seminary with Stover, and fourth period I had Jazz Choir with both of them. Man was it tough to get through choir today. So many tears! I felt like an idiot because I always cry, but Tanna told me that it was okay to cry and to just let it out. She is sooo great! Anyhoo! So, I think I hugged Dustin about 8 times and Stover about 4 or 5 times. I gave Stover my e-mail, along with a short note just telling him how much his friendship has meant to me, and I got his e-mail, so hopefully he will check his e-mail like it's a religion because I am going to send him an e-mail at least twice a week.

I just can't believe that they're not going to be there. The reality of them leaving actually hit me on Thursday of last week. I was driving in the car, and a song came on about being far apart from friends and loved ones, and it just hit me like a punch to the face. I couldn't believe how horrible my heart felt. Then last night I literally fell asleep crying over it. But today was the hardest part of getting through it. It's going to take awhile for the weirdness of them being gone to go away, but I will never be able to stop missing them. I just have to have patience for the hurt to leave and ask the Lord for strength to get me through the times when I really miss seeing them.

Well, I guess that's pretty much all I wanted to say. I just want them to know how cool they are and that their friendship means everything to me. And if anyone needs to talk about missing someone they love, I'm always around to listen. Just let me know! God bless!

My first blog! Woot! What a day to start!

Well hi there! And how are ya? So, while watching the news, I am trying my hardest to decide what to say on my very first blog. My brother is my inspiration for even starting a blog because he has so many interesting things to read about. And they are really funny most of the time. It's great to read about his daily life and the all the things that happen.

So, I some how want my blogs to be like his. The problem is, not much happens in my life, and I don't know how to be funny. And if I think something is funny that happened, you usually have to be there to know that it was funny. In short, I am not entertaining.

Alas, I am still going to venture into the unknown world of online "journaling" (that's pretty much what a blog is, right?) and see how it works out for me. So, I guess I will just start with saying that I want all my family and friends that actually read my blogs to know that you all rock. Even for the family and friends who don't read, I love you all! And I want to apologize to anyone that I have hurt or offended, because I know that I have probably done that today. I won't talk about what happened because it's not something that I want to publicise, but I do want that very important person to know that even though things will always be different between us from now on, I still care and I always want to be friends.

Okay, so there you have it (a letter opener), my first blog. I hope they will get better and more interesting to read. Please feel free to critisize me and yell in jibberish or what ever language you please when you read this. Or write a comment to let me know what you think... of me or my blog or of what this life is all about! Peace out ya'll. Keep it real!