Why meeeee????

So, I really hate my body and what it's doing to me! I do NOT want to be sick like this again!
I think my strep-throat is coming back, and I feel like crap right now. And I probably should go to the hosiptal to have them test me for strep again, but I really don't want to. I should, but ya know, needles aren't all that fun!
So, I woke up this morning at about 2:30 a.m. and I thought I was just cold and so I was shivering. But then I started to feel nauseated, and I started to get really bad body aches, and eventually I started to get a fever. Sadly, the reason I had chills was not because I was cold. Then, of course, I start thinking maybe it was just a false alarm because I'm feeling a little better later on in the day. But now that the Aleve that I took is wearing off, I am starting to hurt again. And now I'm thinking that if I do go to the hosiptal, we could stop it sooner, and save me the suffering of feeling like death is better than living while I'm sick.
Anyhoo! I just talked to my mom and she said it would probably be best to go up to the hospital to get tested again. So, I need to go get dressed since I've been in my pajamas all day, ya know, being sick and all. Wish me luck... that I won't experience too much pain while they put the needle in my arm AGAIN! Oy vay! I wish that I could just wake up and have this all be a bad dream. Gotta go... all we need is peace!