Drop a heart, break a name... story of my life!

So yeah, I have calmed down a lot since last night. Still pretty bumbed out, but can't do anything about it now! Just waiting for 8:00 to role around and see if Mike will possibly be nice enough to accompany me to a my friend's b-day party that started at 7:00... it's almost 7:40 now. Hopefully Mike will be cool and just say that he'll go so that we don't have to argue about it for an hour. I would have already be gone, but like I said before, our car isn't working. And we have the Geo, but I can't drive that, and I didn't exactly want to show up at a party being dropped off. It's not that I don't like being dropped off by my parents... it could have been anyone and it would have bugged me. I Just don't want to show up at a party where everyone is younger than me and be the only one not driving themself. Yeah, I guess it's a teenager thing or something.

But yeah, if Mike goes, he can drive and I don't have to find a ride home AND we get to hangout. Good things right, and you would figure that any guy who is crazy about his girlfriend would say YES just so that he could hang out with her... yeah. SOOOO not true. I practically have to drag Mike to things like this. It wasn't even me who convinced him to go to last weekend's thing with me. His buddy Jesse had to convince him. Ohhhh! Relationships are SOOOO frikin' over-rated it's ridiculous!!!!! Don't get me wrong, I like Mike and we're totally close and most of the time it's cool being in a dating relationship with him, but honestly, I would have been okay if I never ended up getting a boyfriend over the summer. I was actually planning on staying single throughout the rest of high school, and I know I could have done it. But I just couldn't say no to Mike because he has been my best guy friend since freshman year. But yeah... it's just soooooo... I don't even know the word for it. Over-rated pretty much sums it up!

So yes, if you have a daughter who is of dating age, but you don't want her steady dating... send her to me and I'll talk her out of it! And now I must go and eat my poison dinner called McDonalds. So good, but so bad for you! YAY!

Believe it or not, you actually made me smile for a second.