If you were a doctor, you'd ask me why I don't have a heartbeat.

And I'd answer back saying, "Oh that old thing, it caused me to many emotional problems, just got rid of it!"

Yep, that would be interesting. So, guess what... shock of the world, I didn't end up going to the party last night. Surprise surprise! I don't blame Mike... but I do blame his being too nice! He was supposed to get off at 8:00, yeah, he just COULDN'T leave the people at McDonalds right at that time because they got really busy. He said he couldn't just leave them hanging like that. All I could think was, "Buddy, they've already hung themselves and put themselves in the grave by hiring shitty management!" So yeah, it was his decision to not get off when he was supposed to. So, by the time he was finally able to get to my house, it was almost 9:30. He got done working at about 8:50, had to go pick his brother up from a friends house, had to drive all the way home (kind of a drive from my house), change his clothes, then drive all the way back to my house. So yeah, we didn't go to the party. But we did get to hangout, so I'm okay.

Super fun stuff if you ask me... not. I am soooo bitter about the fact that this weekend went to complete waste. I took two days off from school for absolutely nothing, and both of those days were wasted just sitting around the house, not getting to do anything because we didn't have a car. And the same with yesterday... boring boring boring... WASTEFUL! I don't know how I'm going to get over it. This weekend, I needed to get pictures for a thing in my English class that we do... Senior Memiors. I need 5 occasions that occured this month; I've only got two. The other 3 were going to be from Idaho Falls... but not now!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry people, I know I keep going on about this, but honestly, it's really scaring to a person like me. I am used to having a lot to do during the weekend, I'm used to having plans go through like they're supposed to... for the most part. So yeah, it's a sob story and I need to get over it.

Other than that, not a lot to talk about. Nothing amazing happened last night while Mike and I were hanging out. I'm almost certain that I would rather have spent the rest of the evening on my own... he was pretty grumpy from work and that's not something I like to deal with.
Oh, if you are interested in reading some of my other stupid thoughts on life... I have a blog at myspace. The url is www.myspace.com/opera_angel Just check it out... lots of fun to be had there! Anyhoo... I'm out! My mind is fried. Later!

Possessions are nothing compared to my heart and mind that you seem to think you own.